Failed Mission.

It's 2012. May. 27th. Post 1 am.
Almost 6 months since my last blog-post.
And it's scary.
Not because I didn't write for so long.
But because I read it after so long too.
It's scary
because I don't seem like the one who wrote it.
So much has changed.
So much has not.
I'm still lazy enough to not update my blog
if not anything else.


I still keep thinking about so many things
and I'm still bad at putting them into words.
Still bad at putting a point across
not to anybody else
but (at least) the sheet that has to bear it.
I need to start learning
how to do that.


But I'm still good
at a few things.
Still good at procrastinating.
Right now, for instance,
I'm only rambling
because this is not what I set out to do.
This is what I happened to come across
and do, before I start the work
that I was supposed to do.
I'm still good
in general. Not a bad person.
I'm still good at thinking
about colours. ;)


But this is not what
I'm supposed to be doing.
So I'll go do what I am.
And write something else later.
When I am more coherent.